Ceritanya: lagi galau.

#Eaaa... ini judulnya malesin banget ya? Tapi gw pengen nulis aja buat kenang kenangan gw di masa depan, karena di hari ini gw berasa kegalauan paling galau di idup gw. Mulai dari:

1. Life

Ya eyalah ya, yang digalauin pasti ada hubungannya sama idup. At this point of time, pertama kalinya gw ga tau gw mo ngapain di idup gw. It's like, gw tau gw ada family yang mesti gw rawat, dan juga journey with Ethan yang makin hari makin cape tapi nyenengin, tapi gw berasa kayak kok " kosong " bener ya idup gw gini? Gw ga ada something yang gw look forward to, gw ga ada something yang bikin gw excited to run my day. Dan sungguh, jarang banget loh gw berasa begini.

Everything.Is.Just.So.Boring.

Kayaknya itu yang well describe idup gw at this point of time.

I don't feel excited with my life, i don't feel excited with my family, and i don't even know knapa juga gw begini? Normal kaga sih begini? Gw berasa hormon abis lahiran harusnya uda beres, tapi - sigh - ga tau la. T_T

2. Future

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I don't know. I don't even have things to achieve in my future.

By the time kita pindah ke NZ, the itu officially gw ga punya rumah, ga punya kerjaan, dan di tempat yang gw ga tau gw bakal betah ato engga. Crap is the word to describe how I think of my moving to NZ. But then again, kita pindah untuk Ethan - jadi gw bakal tahan tahanin idup di sono :)

3. Blogging life

Gw baru kali ini berasa gw bosen nge-blog soal beauty loh. Ini taon ke 3 gw nulis soal beauty2 gini di blog, tapi kok nulis beauty uda gampang banget ya kayaknya *gila songong mampus ya*, jadinya berasa ga ada tantangan euy. hahaha..

Lagi mikir, mo mulai fashion blog ah pas gw pindah ke NZ sama aktifin lagi life blog nya :)

Ada yang pernah berasa bosen blogging ga?

4. Hobby

Gw kan suka banget ya nge-dance sama make up, gw berasa sejak gw punya baby..gw jadi ga ada akses untuk jalanin hobby gw kayak dulu. Dan gw berasa there's a little part of me yang dying to have this 2 activity\ies back.

Boro boro balik ke kelas dance..kadang mandi aja baru jam 4 sore :)

5. Me, myself and I

I am not happy. I think I am not happy being stay at home mom.
Walopun gw uda ambil keputusan buat di rumah dulu, jagain Ethan sampe dia gedean, tapi tetep aja there is a part of me yang berasa " I think I will be a happier person if I go to work ". Gw uda rela kok kalo bakal dicerca about being ga grateful to be stay at home Mom, dimana banyak orang yang wish they can stay at home with their kids.

I just feel that stay at home is not for everybody.

Bener ga?

source : http://wikipedia.org, http://dailymotion.com, http://pink-buble.blogspot.com

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